POTENCY
Its relationship to Shakti, and how I went from seemingly having none, to unleashing its energy and dancing with it to completely transform my reality.
Potency is a concept I couldn’t quite wrap my head around in the past, when I was playing small; out of alignment; spirit demolished.
It didn’t make sense to me. I had no connection with the idea.
My life experience had been fraught with self-loathing, disbelief in my capability and talents, and a completely silenced voice which blocked my throat chakra more and more over the years. What I knew of life was that it was infuriatingly difficult, sprinkled with mediocre circumstances, and always with limits and caps.
I believed myself to be an introvert. I believed myself to dislike people. I believed that exuberance, bliss and the epic sensations that accompany love were all a thing of the past; left behind in the days of carefree youth. I only sought peace and quiet and aloneness; everything else was too much. Too confronting. Too overwhelming. Too much of a glimpse into where my life and manifestations were falling short.
A crushing onslaught of disappointments in business and the unforgiving complex of comparison were commonplace.